so it’s been about a day since i got the IUD and i feel shaky already and overall just.. very off kilter
part of me wants to stay home wrapped in blankets on the couch for the night but i don’t really think that that’s going to be productive and that probably going to the city with kate kristen and zeerak would be much better. but the show isn’t even until midnight and idk i’m not really cool with things starting /so late/ i don’t have that sort of energy or drive to be around people; sometimes its okay if it’s near home and i can still wake up in my own bed but that’s clearly not going to be the case this time so i don’t know if it’s really the best choice but i also don’t think ruminating is the best for my mental health either.
i’m starting to feel bad about the amount of work that i’ve been neglecting but i haven’t had the space for it in my head until recently and now i feel like that space has been closed off again and i’m not really sure how to access it. just gotta keep my head down and power through
*eats 3 blondies then looks at skinny elfish girls online and promptly feels ashamed*